Since the miscarriage, I have had to go in and get bloodwork pretty much weekly to make sure my beta levels returned to 0. I went in yesterday to get a blood draw and I hoped it would be the last time.
I got my results back today and it was very good news!! My beta levels are finally zero and I am finally in the clear!! wahoo! no more blood tests for a while! Physically, I am finally past the hell I have been in since a week after we found out we were pregnant and mentally, I am coming along as well. I still have my moments where I just want to punch something because I want my baby to be alive so bad but thankfully, these moments are coming fewer and farther between and I am thankful for that as well.
At this point, we are taking it one cycle at a time. This cycle, we are not trying. I want to make sure my body is physically healed 100%. Besides for that, I just dont feel mentally ready. Maybe I never will and we may just have to jump in the TTC waters anyway. Only time will tell...
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Great news about your beta level! I am very happy that you are feeling better, both mentally and physically. And good for you for realizing that you need time to heal. I am still praying for you both, I know that your family will start when it's supposed to start :)
ReplyDeleteI am so proud of you, Ang. You have been through alot and are taking all the right steps towards making sure you're ok before you TTC again. And ya know what? You probably wont ever feel 100% ready but your faith will guide you and you'll have many people standing right behind you! (((Hugs)))
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